Tuesday, December 26, 2006

Christmas Time, Christmas Time




Christmas is my favorite holiday of all, but this year was tough. We had to call 911 and get my dad to the hospital on Christmas Day - but thankfully he is doing a bit better today. Despite the tears, we managed to have a merry Christmas and enjoy each other very much. Some photos to enjoy are posted.

Friday, December 22, 2006

Dad

No posts this week, as it's been a rough one. My dad was admitted to the hospital Monday. The cancer is kicking his butt. And the chemo knocked him over. They pumped him up with blood transfusions, platelets, and antibiotics, stopped chemo, and sent him home last night. I'm scared this could be it, but am trying to pretend everything is normal. His oncologist said the next few weeks will determine whether they try chemo again, or just let it go. I am clinging to the hope that he will have the strength and will to survive. I have never seen him like this - it's heartbreaking.

Sunday, December 17, 2006

Altenburgh Show


Last night, I emceed the 11th annual Altenburgh Christmas Jazz & Blues concert at the Grand Theater in Wausau for the 10th time. It's always a great time and seems to get better every year. John Altenburgh, John Greiner, Otis McLennon, Chris O'Keefe, Mitch Viegut and others are also part of a group called Johnny & the Mo-Tones, a blues group they started about two years ago after driving down to the famed Sun Studios in Memphis, TN to record what would become a bestselling CD, spending 17 weeks at number one on the world Blues Chart. But to me, they're the same old goofy musicians I love to see year after year. They're joined onstage by other greats like Randy Sabien and Janet Planet with her amazing vocals for a sold out crowd every year.

Afterward, we all head over to the annual City Pages party which is always a virtual who's who of Wausau. Everyone who is anyone is there, and it's great people watching. From the mayor to the police chief to our state representative Donna Seidel, the party is an annual event that I have only missed once.

The photo in this post is Dana Greiner, John Greiner the sax player's wife, who is a good friend, with me at the party. I have to admit, that holiday spirit is infectuous!

Friday, December 15, 2006

Elf Yourself

If you're not yet in the holiday spirit, make an elf of yourself. It's hysterical! Go to www.elfyourself.com for all the fun.
Here's one I made of Devon.
http://www.elfyourself.com/?userid=0bf365785c30592e3a3541eG06121516
On another note, my cello lessons are secured and will start on Thursday, January 4th. Can't wait!

Thursday, December 14, 2006

Naughty Santa!


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

It must be the day for frustration, I'll tell you. I know it's the busy Christmas shopping season, but for Pete's sake I'm tired of crummy customer service!
In an earlier posting, I bragged about Buy.com and their fabulous deal when you use Google checkout. It's still a great deal, but WOW, they stink in the customer service department. You tell me why something that is still listed on their storefront as "in stock - ships in one to two business days" is STILL SITTING IN THE WAREHOUSE AFTER A WEEK.
OH, and to try to get a response to inquiries is nearly impossible.
And let me say, the folks at Apple haven't won any points so far, either. Last night I got an email saying they "couldn't find" the bank wire for my new laptop. How does a business like this misplace over 900 bucks? The email said to call their customer service line - which I did - and after navigating through "press one for repairs, press two if you know the party's extension" blah blah blah for 10 minutes, I finally got a real live person who told me.....
"Sorry, that's not my department."
The good news is, they found my money.
The bad news is, they aren't shipping the &$%#@ thing until NEXT WEDNESDAY.
Meanwhile, my Thinkpad is putt-putting toward a slow death and now won't even recognize the PCMCIA slot that my photo card goes in.
Cripes!
So, no photos of the cello - yet.
Is it almost Christmas? Pass the Xanax.

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

ENGINEERS RUINING CHRISTMAS

Thanks to Christopher Schauder - Bailey, CO:
There are approximately two billion children (persons under 18) in the world. However, since Santa does not visit children of Muslim, Hindu, Jewish or Buddhist (except maybe in Japan) religions, this reduces the workload for Christmas night to 15% of the total, or 378 million (according to the population reference bureau). At an average (census) rate of 3.5 children per household, which comes to 108 million homes, presuming there is at least one good child in each. Santa has about 31 hours of Christmas to work with, thanks to the different time zones and the rotation of the earth, assuming east to west (which seems logical). This works out to 967.7 visits per second. This is to say that for each Christian household with a good child, Santa has around 1/1000th of a second to park the sleigh, hop out, jump down the chimney, fill the stocking, distribute the remaining presents under the tree, eat whatever snacks have been left for him, get back up the chimney, jump into the sleigh and get onto the next house. Assuming that each of these 108 million stops is evenly distributed around the earth (which, of course, we know to be false, but will accept for the purposes of our calculations), we are now talking about 0.78 miles per household; a total trip of 75.5 million miles, not counting bathroom stops or breaks. This means Santa's sleigh is moving at 650 miles per second--3,000 times the speed of sound. For purposes of comparison, the fastest man made vehicle, the Ulysses space probe, moves at a poky 27.4 miles per second, and a conventional reindeer can run (at best) 15 miles per hour. The payload of the sleigh adds another interesting element. Assuming that each child gets nothing more than a medium sized LEGO set (two pounds), the sleigh is carrying over 500 thousands tons, not counting Santa himself. On land, a conventional reindeer can pull no more than 300 pounds. Even granting that the "flying" reindeer can pull 10 times the normal amount, the job can't be done with eight or even nine of them---Santa would need 360,000 of them. This increases the payload, not counting the weight of the sleigh, another 54,000 tons, or roughly seven times the weight of the Queen Elizabeth (the ship, not the monarch). 600,000 tons traveling at 650 miles per second creates enormous air resistance - this would heat up the reindeer in the same fashion as a spacecraft reentering the earth's atmosphere. The lead pair of reindeer would adsorb 14.3 quintillion joules of energy per second each. In short, they would burst into flames almost instantaneously, exposing the reindeer behind them and creating deafening sonic booms in their wake. The entire reindeer team would be vaporized within 4.26 thousandths of a second, or right about the time Santa reached the fifth house on his trip. Not that it matters, however, since Santa, as a result of accelerating from a dead stop to 650 m.p.s. in .001 seconds, would be subjected to acceleration forces of 17,000 g's. A 250 pound Santa (which seems ludicrously slim) would be pinned to the back of the sleigh by 4,315,015 pounds of force, instantly crushing his bones and organs and reducing him to a quivering blob of pink goo. Therefore, if Santa did exist, he's dead now.

Sorry.

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

MACBOOK on the way!

Thanks to Ed's advice I have decided to go ahead with the purchase of a new MacBook from Apple. I chose the 2.0 GHz model with a built-in i-sight camera. Buying refurbished directly from Apple seems like a good way to save several hundred dollars and get the machine I want. Unfortunately, I went on a Christmas shopping extravaganza today (my day off!) and by the time they did final processing on the order I had gone over my daily spending limit on my debit card, so they can't process and send my new laptop until tomorrow morning. Dangit! I did, however, make a huge dent in the holiday shopping today and have only a few small gifts left to purchase.
My other news is that I believe I have secured a cello teacher for January, and Jerry's Music had a beautiful 3/4 size cello available that I brought home on a rent-to-own basis. The 3/4 size should be perfect for my smaller hands, and is a bit lighter to carry than the full size. It's gorgeous, and I can't wait to begin lessons! I'll post photos shortly.

Monday, December 11, 2006

Discovery Launch


The weekend launch of the shuttle Discovery. Great view!!!

Tsk, Tsk!

So much for my blogging every other day resolution. Life gets away from you.
My dad's illness continues to be the biggest source of concern in my life. It's difficult to watch him get thinner by the day, his hair coming out in clumps. The bloody noses that won't stop, the visible tremors. I'm so glad to live next door so he can be here with me. I make sure he eats three meals a day and drinks plenty of Ensure, take care of his bills and banking, pick up prescriptions and take him to his doctor appointments. My fear for him is growing. The doctor says the lymph nodes are going down, but he's so terribly anemic - even the transfusion on Thursday didn't give him any pep. His oncologist says it's a delicate balance - wanting to wipe out the cancer while preserving quality of life. Right now his spirits are low and he seems ready to give up -but I won't let him. No way.
All the stress finally landed me on my back Saturday - the worst migraine I've had in 20 years resulted in a three hour trip to the emergency room. Dreadful, but I'm better now.
The next post will be more positive - really, it will.

Thursday, December 07, 2006

Holiday Savings

If you're doing some holiday shopping, check out Buy.com for some great values, especially on tech gifts for Christmas. As a special bonus, if you use their new Google checkout feature, you'll save $20 on a $50 purchase. Many items are heavily discounted and some even qualify for free budget shipping. I've ordered many things from Buy.com, always with great satisfaction, and just ordered a great new cordless phone with big buttons for my dad and an ipod speaker dock to go with the Nano I purchased for Rowan for Christmas and paid less than $50 combined for both - one third of what I'd have paid at Best Buy. Worth checking out!
I'm also in the process of shopping for a new laptop and can't decide whether to stick with my beloved IBM Thinkpad line or make the switch that everyone tells me is the next step - to a Mac. Ideas, anyone? I don't want to spend a fortune and will likely buy refurbished or off-lease, but I want the most bang for my buck - and I don't want to be buying another one next Christmas, that's for sure.
What to do.....what to do???

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

The Visit
















Krista's visit was a whirlwind of activity. We went to the theater to see the Nutcracker, and Devon did a great job - but after all the rehearsals and performances, he was really beat. We saw the Christmas parade, went out to dinner, took the kids bowling, and stayed up late every night talking. It was a great break from work and reality.





Wednesday, November 29, 2006

CSI Miami - Endless Caruso One Liners

Ever since this show came out, I have made fun of what we call "Caruso-isms" and the over-acting at the start of every show. I just died laughing as I watched this compilation of Caruso-isms. Enjoy - and don't forget your sunglasses!

Sunday, November 26, 2006

Resolutions, Revisited

With only one month remaining in 2006, I took a moment to look back and see what my resolutions were at the start of the year. There were three. Two I managed, one I did not. I did re-enter the music scene and am back with the symphony, and I did receive word that an article I've written will be published in a mainstream magazine in early 2007. I did not, however, make any headway on the novel, despite many starts and rewrites, so I think what I need to do to make that happen is start with the basics.
One of the best writing schools in the country based in New York City offers online courses, so I've signed up for their fiction writing course to give my novel a kickstart. Gotham Writers Workshop comes highly recommended, and they offer courses in many facets of writing, from novels to screenplays. Interested writers should visit www.writingclasses.com for a complete list. If you think you want to write, but you don't want to fork out $400 for the class, Univeral offers a novel writing class for $50 worth 1.0 CEU's that is quite good. When I first began writing I took it and made great headway. The website is www.universalclass.com which offers all kinds of crazy courses in everything from tarot reading to knitting - but don't be fooled, Suzanne's class is outstanding and a true bargain.

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

My Office






Last year, I added a small office onto the house. I work from home for a music research company in L.A. as an analyst as well as the radio station. I've been doing the show from home for years, and this has given me a great, comfortable place to make it all happen. The southern wall is the brick that forms the exterior of the original house, and there are windows into the kitchen. I added a mudroom as well. I love the hardwood floor, the warm browns of the room, the wine refrigerator, my three dollar estate sale chair, and the odd angles of the ceiling. Recessed lighting makes it even better, and it's a great place to create - and to play my flute as well.

Monday, November 20, 2006

My Sister's Coming, My Sister's Coming!




My beautiful sister Krista is flying home from San Jose for a visit next week and I can't wait. She's coming to see Devon perform in this year's Nutcracker - she is his Godmother - and to spend some time with Dad. It's always fun when she comes home. We stay up late with my brother laughing and reminiscing over plenty of wine and good eats. Here are a couple of pictures from the trip I took with the kids out to see her this summer.

Sunday, November 19, 2006

All I Want for Christmas is....

The new Sony Reader. Introduced at the 2006 CES in Las Vegas, it's a revolutionary e-book reader for bibliophiles like myself.
Part of the allure of the Sony Reader is its portability. It's lightweight (9 ounces) and fairly compact (6.9 by 4.9 by 5.8 inches), so traveling with the device, whether you're going on a long trip or just commuting to the office, will be a breeze. Plus, the Reader holds up to 80 average-size books at a time, and if you're an avid reader, there's optional Memory Stick storage media or SD card slot (yes, SD) for more. You're not just limited to books either. The Reader can access blogs and RSS newsfeeds when docked to a PC, and you can also view JPEGs, personal documents, and PDFs. As a bonus, you can also listen to MP3s on the device. Sony says the Reader's battery will last 7,500 page turns on a single charge.
The only drawback is the pricetag. $349 seems a little steep. At half the price, I wouldn't even have to think about it.

Thursday, November 16, 2006

Leonid Meteor Shower

The annual Leonid meteor shower could produce a strong outburst this weekend for residents of eastern North America and Western Europe.
A brief surge of activity is expected begin around 11:45 p.m. ET Saturday, Nov. 18. In Europe, that corresponds to early Sunday morning, Nov. 19 at 4:45 GMT. The outburst could last up to two hours.
At the peak, people in these favorable locations could see up to 150 shooting stars per hour, or more than two per minute. Don't miss it!

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Mysteries and Jazz

Fans of Michael Connelly will no doubt enjoy his latest installment in the Harry Bosch detective series, Echo Park, published in October. My former boss, the late, great Michael Kelly, introduced me to Connelly's works about a year before his death, and I have enjoyed every one. In addition to a wonderful read, Connelly often introduces readers to art, history, or jazz through the eyes and ears of his protagonist. In Echo Park, Bosch is obsessed with what he calls "miracle in a box" - John Coltrane and Thelonious Monk, recorded live at Carnegie Hall in 1957. The recording sat in a box in the archives for years, forgotten....until a Library of Congress worker accidently found it several years ago in pristine condition. It was finally released nearly 40 years after it's initial recording. Since reading the book several weeks ago, I have caught Bosch's obsession and have been listening to the CD every chance I get. It's available on itunes, but if you love jazz, order the CD - it has 17 minutes more audio than the CD download.

Sunday, November 12, 2006

Thought for the Day


Here's your thought for the day. And by the way, Happy Birthday to Ed.
Cheers!

Thursday, November 09, 2006

Deck the Halls




Holy cow, Thanksgiving is only 2 weeks away. Today I recorded the ad for the 11th annual John Altenburgh Christmas Jazz & Blues Show at the Grand and realized just how close the holidays are. Several days ago, I took the photos for this year's Christmas card, which I always do this time of year, but it didn't really hit me until today that in just a few weeks I'll be putting up the tree. Wow! We had a little trouble getting the dogs to cooperate - as you can see - but finally ended up with a few good shots.

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

Cancer

They say cancer is the great equalizer, and after one day in the treatment room with my father, I can see why. The room was filled today with people from all walks of life. In one chair, a former neighbor.....in another, a former mayor. A 20 something young man in a Harley t-shirt. A young mother struggling with breast cancer. All filled with hope and despair as the poison drips into their veins - the "cure" at times as terrifying as the disease.
The oncologist tried a new drug on my father today - Rituximab - which caused a severe reaction. His sats plummeted and they had to stop treatment immediately. So scary. So....it appears we will have to revert to the "old" chemo, and I'm not quite sure how I feel about all of that. It's worked for him in the past, but he has never been this sick. It's in the bone marrow now, and all over his body. I can only watch and pray, and keep things as normal here for the boys as I can.
Yesterday marked the general election and of course I try to pass along a healthy respect for the voting system and our government in general to my children. Rowan takes it a little more seriously than I expected, though. Last night he asked if he could stay up late to "watch the election returns" - and at Midnight I caught him surfing www.cbsnews.com to find out whether the Dems took control of the House.
Alex P. Keaton has nothing on Rowan.

Sunday, November 05, 2006

Catching Up

I've been awful about posting. Life has gotten away from me, it seems. It's my resolution of the week to post at least once every two days from this point forward.
I often laugh at people who hire cleaning people. In fact, I have used the word "pathetic" to describe people I know who pay good money to others to do what they could do themselves for free.
I am pathetic.
After a recent fruit fly sighting in my house, I have resigned myself to the fact that after working an 80 hour work week, volunteering on three boards, and raising two fabulous children, I simply can not keep my tiny house clean anymore, so I have hired someone to come in and do it for me.
Pathetic. But I can't wait.
On another note, my father's doctor is certainly taking his sweet time starting treatment. Dad had a bone marrow biopsy on Thursday and is getting results Tuesday, with treatment starting immediately after. Evidently, the biopsy will help the doctors come up with the right poison chemo cocktail to give him. Meanwhile, my father is getting weaker and sicker by the day....but I am doing my best to remain optimistic, especially for the boys. They have to think that life is normal.
All prayers appreciated.

Sunday, October 29, 2006

Cousins

Rowan and Devon hold Aidyn, their new cousin. I think they like her more than she likes them.....but I could be wrong! Posted by Picasa

Thriller


Mom, Devon and Rowan are in costume here, preparing to go to the annual Wausau Dance Theatre production of Thriller.
I produce their soundtrack every year and it's become an annual event we all look forward to. The kids look great in their costumes! My purple and black hair was a hit, too. Posted by Picasa

Make a Difference Day

This week has been difficult to say the least, finding out with certainty that my father's cancer is back with a vengeance. Definitely the kind of week that makes one want to stay in bed forever.
A small, random act of kindness by a stranger lightened my mood, however, in the Starbucks drive through. Waiting for Devon's Nutcracker rehearsal to end, I decided to indulge in a latte on Thursday. ("Lattes," said Dana, "cure everything.") When I reached the window, the girl in the drive through informed me with a smile that the stranger in the car before me had decided to buy my latte....just because.
That small gesture put a smile on my face for the next two days. Literally.

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

Saturday, October 21, 2006

My Sister's House is Famous

Check out this link to the San Jose Mercury News for a story about historic landmarks in San Jose. The house in question for the first two sites listed is my sister's property, and she is doing the restoration. One of Rock & Roll's most famous sites! How cool is that?
http://www.mercurynews.com/mld/mercurynews/15790119.htm

Friday, October 20, 2006

Solitude

The darkness in my heart has no end
even in the sunshine, it beckons to me

Though happiness can tease - a new life, new hope
I fall back into the comfort of night.

That place I belong forever escapes me
though part of me searches to fit

Hear the soft tinkle of laughter, I'll paint you a smile
but in the end I remain destined for solitude, alone.

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Smart State Rankings for 2006

Vermont comes in first, while Arizona falls dead last. (Wisconsin, by the way, ranks number 8.) The yearly intelligence rankings for states is here - see the list at: http://www.wftv.com/education/10097048/detail.html

Monday, October 16, 2006

Wine Woot!


A website I've always loved is www.woot.com which provides a new special deal every day beginning at Midnight. Some things are so great they sell out by 1AM - others are dogs and take all day.....but regardless, I find myself checking for the Woot of the day every day when I'm up late working.
Out of Beta is the new Wine Woot website, which you'll find at http://wine.woot.com
featuring one wine deal per week. This week's deal is Armida Winery's 2005 Poizin, which I had the good fortune to taste right AT Armida during the area's Passport Weekend. (Don't be fooled by the screw top - I'm told the screw top is the cork of the future, since it isn't prone to drying, cracking, or otherwise fouling up the taste of the wine, and of course you can re-seal the wine if you can't drink a bottle in one sitting.) At any rate, with their famous five dollar shipping, you can't beat the weekly wine woot - make sure you give it a whirl.

Sunday, October 15, 2006

Good Time Had By All

At least, I hope so.
Just arrived home from the 20 year reunion weekend. I was able to see so many good friends and it was awesome to reconnect. We talked about having an annual reunion weekend but to be honest I don't know if I could handle the emotional upheaval that comes with the territory of a reunion. At the 15 I was happy the whole time - this one was a little tougher - partly becaue I'm so worried about my father's prognosis. It's funny to see how much people change and yet are still somehow the same....and how well we all still know one another after all this time. It has also made me realize how much I cherish my friendship with Ann, Tabby, and Amy and how I look forward to our monthly lunches. I took the time to read my yearbook entries and Kathy's was the one that made me cry - because we still have the terrific friendship we had 20 years ago and always will.
More photos to come, but for now, I think I need a NAP!


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Thursday, October 12, 2006

Thursday

Tomorrow is at long last the start of my 20 year reunion weekend. I'm having breakfast with Annaluna and leaving shortly thereafter. I can't wait to see everyone again! Despite the troubles with reunion planning, I have no doubt this is going to be a weekend to remember.
Bad news today as my father's cancer checkup was not exactly routine. It may be back. CT results next week. I can't even bear to think about it.
The flu has been going around here, with both kids missing a day of school this week. Maybe he's just got what they've got.....though his oncologist doesn't seem to think so.
Next week I'll start the production of this year's soundtrack for Thriller, the annual presentation of Wausau Dance Theatre that has become a yearly tradition for me and the kids. It's always a load of work, and Patrik is definitely my polar opposite, but I do love to be a part of it all.
First symphony rehearsal is Monday - ack, what have I gotten myself into? I hope I don't suck.

Saturday, October 07, 2006

Pictures


Devon , number 8; Rowan, number 45. Great football photos! Posted by Picasa

Friday, October 06, 2006

The IgNobel Prizes

The Ig Nobel Prizes are a parody of the Nobel Prizes and are given each year in early autumn — around the time the recipients of the genuine Nobel Prizes are announced — for ten achievements that "first make people laugh, and then make them think." Organized by the scientific humor journal Annals of Improbable Research (AIR), they are presented by genuine Nobel Laureates at a ceremony at Harvard University. The following Ig Nobel Prizes were awarded last (Thursday) night...
ORNITHOLOGY -- The late Philip R.A. May and Ivan R. Schwab for exploring and explaining why woodpeckers don't get headaches.
NUTRITION -- Wasmia Al-Houty and Faten Al-Mussalam, for showing that dung beetles are finicky about the dung.
PEACE -- Howard Stapleton, for inventing a teenager repellent, an electronic device that makes annoying noise designed to be audible to teenagers but not adults. The same technology is used to make telephone ringtones audible to teens, but not teachers.
ACOUSTICS -- D. Lynn Halpern, Randolph Blake and James Hillenbrand for their experiments to learn why people dislike the sound of fingernails on a chalkboard.
MATHEMATICS -- Nic Svenson and Piers Barnes, for calculating the number of photographs you must take to ensure that nobody in a group photo will have their eyes closed.
LITERATURE -- Daniel Oppenheimer, for his report "Consequences of Erudite Vernacular Utilized Irrespective of Necessity: Problems with Using Long Words Needlessly."
MEDICINE -- Francis M. Fesmire, for his medical case report "Termination of Intractable Hiccups with Digital Rectal Massage"; and Majed Odeh, Harry Bassan, and Arie Oliven for their subsequent medical case report.
PHYSICS -- Basile Audoly and Sebastien Neukirch, for their insights into why dry spaghetti often breaks into more than two pieces when bent.
CHEMISTRY -- Antonio Mulet, Jose Javier Benedito, Jose Bon and Carmen Rossello, for their study "Ultrasonic Velocity in Cheddar Cheese as Affected by Temperature."
BIOLOGY -- Bart Knols and Ruurd de Jong, for showing that female malaria mosquitoes are attracted equally to the smell of Limburger cheese and to the smell of human feet.

Thursday, October 05, 2006

Romanticizing the Past

I am of the belief that as human beings we romanticize our past on a regular basis. As the years pass, the things that delighted us as children seem to become more important, more vivid somehow - yet, the things that caused us so much pain seem, conversely, less important. My sister used to ask a question to soothe my hurt feelings as a child - "In five years, will it still bother you, do you think?" Of course, the answer was almost always "no".
20 years have passed since I first donned a cap and gown and reached for my diploma. The second of my two class reunions is coming in just nine days, but the planning has been going on, in effect, for 2 years. I have eagerly awaited the reunion and often tell my newer friends how impressed I have always been with my graduating class - how even now, the ties that bind these individuals together is something more powerful than I can explain.
When I first attended Rhinelander High School, I was a troubled teen. My grades didn't suffer, but I was involved in things no teenager should ever be involved with during my days at Wausau East. I had my first bout with what I now know is deep, clinical depression, and went through a period of self destructive behavior that I'm surprised I survived. Outwardly, I scoffed at the idea of changing schools - but inwardly, I was quietly thankful for a new beginning - a chance to reinvent myself. And reinvent myself I did.
Within weeks, I'd begun to form friendships that unbeknownst to me at the time would last a lifetime. I found acceptance, happiness, and a sense of self worth I'd never known, becoming comfortable in my own skin at last. Instead of the financial class-driven society I'd known at East, these kids seemed to operate on an even keel, supporting one another and caring for one another more than I thought possible at such a precarious age.
As time has passed, I've attended every reunion and kept in touch with a surprising number of former classmates. Three of my high school girlfriends and I still have lunch once a month, and I email perhaps ten others on a fairly regular basis. Our 20 year reunion, I thought, would be more of the same.
About a year and a half after the reunion planning began, one small group of students began a campaign to have their own reunion, dissatisfied with the date we'd chosen, as it didn't accommodate their schedules, and from there, it all fell apart. Suddenly, I was 16 again, back at Wausau East, with sides being chosen, accusations hurled, criticisms grumbled to one another. It's been hard for me to believe that all of what I believed about the class of 1986 wasn't true at all - it was just a facade, crumbling around me.
I'm saddened that I had a part in the fractioning of this class. Sadder still am I that I could have been so terribly wrong about this group of seemingly unshakable friends. Were my perceptions so skewed - or has time simply changed us all?
I've run the gamut of emotion in regard to the reunion. First excited, then angry, then hopeful, then sad. And now.....what now? I don't know what I feel about it all. I've stopped romanticizing the past, certainly. I'm trying hard to forget the things that some people did say to me that hurt when I was the new girl in town all those years ago - things I'd forgotten, or chosen to forget, until this controversy arose. I guess I'll make the best of it, look forward to seeing those friends that still mean so much to me - and try to forget about the rest.
So, in five years will it matter, do you think? The answer will come - but for now, it escapes me.

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

Lessons of Give and Take

I saw an article in this week's issue of The Week, of which I am a religious reader, about an incident in Groton Massachussetts last week. To grasp the enormity of the Holocaust, students in Groton and Dunstable began collecting pennies this year. The goal was to collect 1.5 million pennies - one for each child who perished in the Nazi genocide - a number that still, to this days, shocks and amazes me. The count had reached 270,000 pennies when someone noticed that nearly half the coins had beeen stolen! Devastated, the students put out an appeal, and local residents and businesses donated their pennies in droves - the students reached their goal in just four days. Certainly a lesson of give and take....and food for thought.

Hmmm.......

I never thought about how dirty those bar darts must be.....until now. Think I'll be packing handi-wipes in my purse next time I go out!

Pot.....meet Kettle.

Speaking of Bill Clinton and the Monica Lewinsky scandal in 1998, Rep. Mark Foley said "It's vile. It's more sad than anything else, to see someone with such potential throw it all down the drain because of a sexual addiction."

Sunday, October 01, 2006

Voices from the Past

Today the kids and I went to Marathon County Historical Society's presentation of "Voices from the Past: A discovery walk through the Pine Grove Cemetery". It's a bi-annual event, but this is the first year we've attended. The walk features eight different actors or actresses portraying important figures in Wausau's history, standing at their gravesites and telling the story of their lives. The top photo is Missy Campbell portraying Leigh Yawkey Woodson in front of the family tomb. The tour was fascinating and well done - we'll be sure to go again in two years when they'll have new people to portray.

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Football Photos

Rowan is number 45, playing center. Devon is number 8, playing safety. Go Bills!
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Sunday

The week has been a long one and there's been no time for posting. There are just not enough hours in the day, you know? I wish someone would come up with a sleep substitute pill so I could just work all day and all night - maybe then my house would be immaculate and I'd be able to catch up on the backlog of work that just seems to grow exponentially by the day.
Rowan is now playing center instead of OT and it's a much better position for him. Devon is still strong safety and doing a great job. The games are so fun to watch, even when they don't win. They play hard and try their best, and that's all I can possibly ask.
The kids and I went on a cemetery tour today - photos to come!

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

YouTube

Finally figured out how to transfer that video from Labor Day weekend to YouTube - check it out here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jwh10FUi8ZE

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

I AM.....

The spelling bee champion of the world!
Er.....no.
My friends know I am a stickler for proper grammar and perfect spelling. I don't tolerate sloppiness and have a natural gift for spelling. When I was 10, Andrea Schultz and I won the John Marshall spelling bee, moving on to the city finals, where I faltered after misspelling "anemometer" for the first and only time in my life.
That said, I've noted in the blog the fact that I sell handmade jewelry at my best friend's hair salon. Two weeks ago, I ordered cute, quirky business cards (pictured somewhere on the blog with some of the jewelry I sell) to advertise my baubles. These cards are included in every purchase, cheerily stating "Shereen's Beads - Handmade Qaulity Baubles".
Oh yes. QAULITY.
Of course, these cards have been given to every customer in the past two weeks.
Just fabyulous.

Saturday, September 23, 2006

Just Trying Out.....

.....the new camera. It works! Bought a fun little Kodak V530 digital to keep in my purse. It's a terrific compact camera with a Schneider Kreuznach lens. Not the quality of my Minolta Dimage series but for the size and price, I think I'm going to be very happy with it. Plus, it's bright red.....gotta love that! :) Posted by Picasa

Friday, September 22, 2006

TGIF

Loooooooong week. Devon hurt his hand at football practice. Thankfully it's not broken, just badly sprained - but he's in a lot of pain. Today I walked him into school, told the substitute teacher the story and that the ER doc said "no Phy Ed" for today since we were not yet sure it wasn't broken, and thought all was well. Unfortunately, that's not what happened. Upon picking him up from school I was told that he was forced to participate in PE anyway......I was absolutely so mad I was spitting nails. I seriously think all phy ed teachers have to pass a sadism class in order to get their teaching certificate. And yes, I fired off a very angry email to the principal and teacher upon arriving back home.
Rowan was sick this week, too - he keeps getting these headaches all the time. I think it's time to get those checked out, too.
Rowan has been invited to participate in the People to People Ambassador program, which gives kids the opportunity to travel with a group each year to another country. The upcoming trip is to England and Ireland, and although it sounds like a fantastic opportunity I am having a hard time convincing myself that it's safe for him to fly. I went to the informational meeting last night, and while it's intriguing (and expensive - five grand!) - I just can't imagine letting him go overseas for 20 days.
All in all it's just been a very long week - and although I work all weekend it should be less hectic and hopefully I can catch up on my sleep. Posted by Picasa